I really dont understand why people stress so much over the people they care about, they raise these expectations so high over these invisible trip wires that attach themselves, the arm and then drag like dead bodies behind slowly devouring living souls with disappointments, I mean, Make her a phone box with a cape in it or 99 love balloons or 98 with a pink one. I dont know. These things.. are just things, its the thoughts and the gestures that count. I mean think think think.. and you do, do that Pauly D.. far out.. you brain will explode and then.. you will be like.. those tomatoes in my microwave.. just gross.. Ohhhhhhhhh why not get her maybe.. ummm.. I know she can have my no longer used coffee grinder.. would she like that? Is that weird.. it is probably lonely on the shelf.. and some awesomesauce cups.. and some.. gluten free rum balls? And take her on a surprise!.. what about school stuff.. she loves those kids she teaches.. how about some stationary.. shiny bows and butter? Gift certificate? Make her a coffee mug? All these things with love.. because she is your love. And I cant sleep still and urgh. She likes that fake plastic girl. Whats her name with all those clothes.. she has a creepy folder that she was so proud to display, flicked though and really lit up when looking at all these pages of her.. I think these are one of those moments when your like oh, wow this is who she would like to be in the world.. ?ok.. cool beans fair enough.. she doesnt look like a real girl. Ha a female partner for pinochio except without the lies, and all that an no blue fairy.. and yeah.. (this chick in the folder, perhaps because she is an image) But maybe there is a brain in there.. was it paris hilton, No, it was Nicole —— Hilton? God, i’m terrible at that stuff.. I just like seeing her smile. – Abbi that is.. she has a really nice smile. A real one most of the time.. she is completely transparent when she is unhappy.
Ohhhhhhhh thats cool as, for her gifts.. I know I know.. maybe get her a GI Joe doll and dress her as Nicole Ritchie then? And stick bows all over her and put her in pink and surround her in a mote of books and shoes.. oh and awesome paintings! ha, that would be great. – good idea or not so much.. she could have like a billion balloons and a house like in that move Up.. awwwww… and and and and you could put that awesome line in it..
“I was hiding under your porch because I love you.”